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Sooo, looked on :iconthurop:'s page. andyeah.
Flapjack has only one more episode.



D:



Damn,



So school is almost hurr too.
Cant wait personally.

I've lost alot of friends lately... ):

So i hope i can find new ones...
or atleast regain those friends...

idk..

but i guess for now i just have to be patient.





But on the bright side,

Perigine came in second on Work of art c:

Miles didnt but i didnt like his last gallery.

I wish Perigine won, i loved her gallery. Abdi won...
But his was awesome too. c:
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My Problems.

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ANOREXIA:

[ ] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat one meal.
[x] You're very weak.
[ ] You hate yourself.
[ ] You starve yourself.
[ ] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be more skinny.
[x] People say you're not fat, but you think you're fat.
[x] People think you are too skinny.
Total: 4

ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVE DISORDER:

[x] Your mind is all over the place.
[x] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You can't cooperate well.
[x] You talk all the time
[x] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 5

BIPOLAR DISORDER:

[x] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[ ] You are antisocial.
[x] You have very high self esteem sometimes.
[x] You have abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
Total: 5

BULIMIA:

[ ] You throw up all of your food.
[x] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] You have no control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted.
[x] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[x] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 5

CONDUCT DISORDER:

[ ] You are a bully.
[x] You threaten other people.
[x] You often find yourself in fights.
[ ] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans or animals.
[who asks this kind of question?] You have raped or molested someone.
[x] You destroyed property on purpose.
[ ] You always lie.
[ ] You stay out all night.
[x] You have/tried to run away from home.
Total: 4

DEPRESSION:

[ ] You are always sad.
[ ] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house all day.
[ ] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school.
[x] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
[x] You have/tried or attempted suicide.
Total: 6

OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER:

[ ] You have daily rituals.
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 4

POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER:

[x] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[ ] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[x] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be/are antisocial.
[x] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 7

SCHIZOPHRENIA:

[ ] You have hallucinations.
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] You are shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 6

I have: a whole bunch of shit wrong with me.
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And i did today. I smoked alil,
drank alil
(by accedent haha. my mom left a regular glass of rum mixed with juice that looked like tea. i was like wtf? THIS AINT TEA BETCH.)
and attempted and failed again along with numerous times to jerk.

yeah. then after i biked around the neighborhood for about an hour.
Haha,
It was fun until the last 10 minutes.
I was water deprived.
I walked back most the way.

Then i watched tv for 10 minutes,
and then sat on my drive way for a bit,
as random people stared at me driving by.
One Hispanic guy even circled around to look at me again.
It was creepy. Especially because i saw him circling around again.
But he saw me looking at him and turned into another road.

Yup.

Although on a serious note,
i cried alot for someone i never thought i had to cry for.
One of my friends from school...
Who graduated from high school like two days ago...
was taken to jail...

He missed his court date.
And now he is in jail...
I know he will be alright..
but he's one of my best friends in the world.

I didnt even cry when he was taken to the hospital for overdose.
I was shocked.
But i prolly didnt cry
because I know he was talking about getting so fucked up he'd die.

"Don't worry, about a thing, because every little thing will be alright."
Is something I'll be telling myself for a while until he's out.
He's only going to be there for a few days anyways....


Yup.

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Tis summer and i've been doin something perty much everyday. which is good.

i have nothin much to say...

doin a bob marley pic but thats bout it.

so yup.
C:

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